Wake Up

煩惱是真的會讓人瘦,虛瘦
讓人跟世界脫離,放空
讓人失去,沒有心思去關心

想當初英文開始小有進步跟他很有關係
現在....也是讓我進步,頭卻很痛
三不五時要絞盡腦汁的思考如何用簡訊or mail傳達
這些訊息
這些都很刺耳刺眼的訊息

其實我還蠻相信他,but seems no one stand on his side.
(now maybe there're...)
I know my aunt is a crazy woman but did she all be lying.
I still can't certain that.

today's Chinese Valentine's Day, I stay at home with my friends.
it's a great time but i still can't get rid of those things.
such a mess , seems never can be settled down.
if this thing can't be solved then i couldn't concentrate on the other thing
which I really want to start it.
it's hard time for him and i'm sorry for him, but i am not happy too.

sigh, got new mail.........
no good news.
is it simple? why it becomes so complicated...
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frustrated

police,lawyer pls come to straight out all these ...those...
such a bad luck
hope back to the time the bad boy never shows.....

scream in my mind
blow up in my brain
cry in my heart
helpless in my world
where are u ? my little angle...
happy is happy, it can't cover the loss of life.