Wake Up

today is good and bad.
I feel sorry to my friend, I can't put my anger to others.
how to say 遷怒?
I feel happy one of my friends seems got good mood again.
and I also got a message from someone I don't like.
still a guy invite me to go to see the movie.
I am a little bit uncertainly.
I don't want to let the friendship goes different,
but it may becuase of I think too much.
Women always think too much.
also the movie we went to see is a gay movie.
the next is stil gay movie.
wasn't it strange a guy like gay movie so much.
I am thinking of mabye he is a gay, I prefer this suggesstion.

I don't know what's goning on, I became selfish when I was talking to her tonight.
I am impatient with her.....
sigh, at this time, I shouldn't think what I want to do and
ignoring their diffculties.
perhaps I am too eager to have a vacation.
to enjoy in the nature.

How poor I am.
still lost in the way and became a bad friends today. ><