Wake Up

sad...
i don't care unlucky
i do care the bad news nerver stop coming..
such a xxxxxxxx

i was very tired this morning and i didn't cath the earlier train to
have a snap.
lucky just keep 2 minute, it's just me standing,only me, in the whole car.
lucky was coming again, i hada seat when the next stop was approaching
good.....there were many empty seats and i choose the one which was someone's.
it's such a xxxxxxx when you hear, excuse me,may i have my seat....
of course!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's yours, i am just a migrant commuter!!!!!!
i stood in the crowds, having the nasty feeling of contacting with other's butt.
i didn't mean someone is nasty, i mean i hate hate that kind of feeling.
i have been imaging i could lie on the luggage rack.

sigh !

i fell into the trance and looked the sallow me on the window of the train.
it's seems a little stronger a little weaker after yesterday's talking.
we have a bad setback and i feel so sorry about i can do nothing about mom's tear.
we all know dad is so stubborn but we can't say it's fate before youstrive for the fate.
although nick's distress became to our topic but it's so warmwhen you saw the sentence "it's so nice you guys are here"
we would love too.....


do something or nothing!!!!!!!!