Wake Up

and I still in the something
filled with darkness

I tell myself what should I do
but I always failed , failed, failed again

I have lost all my self-confidence and feel so depressed.
I can't sleep well every night.
There are lots of thought in my mind and I DO nothing.
cuz What this guy really want is a mess and don't know where the hell to go.

I couldn't see myself and also through other poeple's eye
I See nothing about me.
disappearing.....

i gotta have a shower, i am stink...yuck....